Monday, June 6, 2011

QUESTIONS

There are many questions that I would like answered. It is not the time that I am lacking for the questions but the person that I would like to talk to is GOD.
Why did you take away my grandma? Why couldn't grandma get better instead of worse since she was coming to visit me and my family this summer? Why now and not later?
Why did Julia get sick this past weekend with no explanation of how or why? Why did she have to get sick at all especially when John and I have no relatives here with us to help?
PLAN B that they are talking about at church was cool until it happened to me and I said PLAN B SUCKS big time. PLAN B is not cool with me right now because I cannot see what the bigger picture is.
I hate most things now because I do not understand anything at all in my life.
WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY GOD? My heart is breaking and there is nothing to make me feel better.
Abuela is gone now and talking with the angels. I miss her and I love her but I realize she is in a better place.