My new phone UpGrade

Hello again. I just got my phone upgrade from the Samsung Galaxy S 2 to the Galaxy Note. We were able to get a discount on the phone because we traded in my old Samsung Capitulate. Not a bad deal. Woo Hoo! Thanks honey for the new phone. I love you.

Today

Today I feel close to losing it. Tommy is leaving tomorrow but I really feel like not letting him go cause I cannot find any of his clothes. I feel like O truly need a drink to cool off. Not sure if that is really a wise choice.

SUMMER FUN and GOD'S PROMISES

WOW! Summer already. Tommy has 3 days of school left. WOO HOO!
This year he will go on vacation for about one month to Florida to visit relatives. My mom and stepdad, my sister and her children and friends. It is really hard to believe that he is a teenager. Where does the time go?  I am hoping that he does have a good time.
I also hope that while he is gone that I will not worry/Concern myself if he does happen to see his biogical grandparents or Michael.  GOD has always been there for me and he always will be there for me.  I just need to remember to lean on God and all his promises to me and I will be fine. THANK YOU LORD for being there for me when it felt like no one was there for me.

Good-bye Abuela

Last year the Saturday before Memorial Day my Abuela passed away. She went home to be with the Lord. It is sad but I realize that she is no longer suffering.  It is hard to believe that it has already been one year since this happened. RIP Abuela. Until we meet again in heaven.

WHY is this LIFE HARD?

So many many things happen in our life.  Many that we remember and many that we try to forget. Regardless of how many things happen in your life some seem to stand out. I remember how I felt when I went to court for the first time for Child Support. And now years later I still recall all the feelings and how small I feel. I know that I should not feel that way because GOD, Yes, MY GOD has helped me during that time. Whenever anything related to that time period in my life comes up I feel so totally uneasy and my heart starts pumping faster. I do not know why I do this do my myself. You would think that after all these years I should know better especially since MY GOD helped me along this journey. But alas, NO for I am only human with flaws and trying to deal with this is very hard for me to do. Tell me why we are so blind to see what is really going on here. I don't know but I will pray about it that's for sure. Pray that GOD, my LORD, My Savior can help me with this issue again.

Testing

Testing to see if this works from my phone.

WOO HOO! HOORAY HOORAY for FAMILY TIME!

WOO HOO! This is going  to be an interesting year for me and my family.
 My brother in law and his wife are coming to visit us this spring some time right after EASTER.
We get to visit John's family this summer. John's dad turns 85 this summer. WAY COOL!
We get to visit some of my family in Pennsylvania while still on vacation in OHIO. My mom, and my aunt (mom's sister) who I have not seen since Julia has been 6 months old. It has been 5 long years.
John's newphew is thinking about coming to visit us with his family in AUGUST. YEAH!
I say  HOORAY, HOORAY for FAMILY TIME!

WHY?

Why do certain things happen in your life? I guess for two reasons: 1. To wake you up or 2. Are you paying attention. Not really sure why but I do know that life is full of Mysteries.