SUMMER FUN and GOD'S PROMISES

WOW! Summer already. Tommy has 3 days of school left. WOO HOO!
This year he will go on vacation for about one month to Florida to visit relatives. My mom and stepdad, my sister and her children and friends. It is really hard to believe that he is a teenager. Where does the time go?  I am hoping that he does have a good time.
I also hope that while he is gone that I will not worry/Concern myself if he does happen to see his biogical grandparents or Michael.  GOD has always been there for me and he always will be there for me.  I just need to remember to lean on God and all his promises to me and I will be fine. THANK YOU LORD for being there for me when it felt like no one was there for me.

Good-bye Abuela

Last year the Saturday before Memorial Day my Abuela passed away. She went home to be with the Lord. It is sad but I realize that she is no longer suffering.  It is hard to believe that it has already been one year since this happened. RIP Abuela. Until we meet again in heaven.

WHY is this LIFE HARD?

So many many things happen in our life.  Many that we remember and many that we try to forget. Regardless of how many things happen in your life some seem to stand out. I remember how I felt when I went to court for the first time for Child Support. And now years later I still recall all the feelings and how small I feel. I know that I should not feel that way because GOD, Yes, MY GOD has helped me during that time. Whenever anything related to that time period in my life comes up I feel so totally uneasy and my heart starts pumping faster. I do not know why I do this do my myself. You would think that after all these years I should know better especially since MY GOD helped me along this journey. But alas, NO for I am only human with flaws and trying to deal with this is very hard for me to do. Tell me why we are so blind to see what is really going on here. I don't know but I will pray about it that's for sure. Pray that GOD, my LORD, My Savior can help me with this issue again.